So this is it, my last night in modernity.
I have been having mild panics all day.. i dont have enough clothes, i am going to freeze, i dont have enough time in the mornings to do my hair, on and on it goes.
I got home from work tonight and threw on my comfy, loungy clothes, because I still can. I have begun to realise how reliant on comfort i am, and how it really is just a reduction of previous suffering. you know what i mean, tight skirt, heels all day, come home and put on your trackies and no bra.. AAHHHH
But what will I do with no trackies? Which brings me to my greatest comfort. My old faithful hoody. We saw each other across a crowded shop one day in deepest darkest winter and i havent passed a day without him since. Bar a few wash days, granted.
I pull up the hood and retreat into my own Claire world, white and fluffy.
If i am going to cheat this month it will be with this baby.
I am in dire need of vintage comfy clothes, It will have to be cardigans and capris I think. But I would love to find some really naff 50’s trousers
So tommorrow i start my science experiment. But for now I am going to snuggle into bed in my 2010 PJ’s.
Night Night